Term of Award

Fall 2024

Degree Name

Doctor of Education (Ed.D.)

Document Type and Release Option

Dissertation (restricted to Georgia Southern)

Copyright Statement / License for Reuse

Digital Commons@Georgia Southern License

Department

College of Education

Committee Chair

Ming Fang He

Committee Member 1

John Weaver

Committee Member 2

Robert Lake

Committee Member 3

Melanie L Harris

Non-Voting Committee Member

Jason Goulah

Abstract

As a Black queer woman who incorporates Eastern philosophical values in the pursuit of happiness, I critically reflect on my lived experiences through my transition from youth to adulthood. I engage speculative memoir (Gonzales, 2022) as a methodology to compose my memoir (Barrington, 2002; Birkerts, 2008; Ledoux, 2006; Roorbach, 2008; Zinsser, 1980, 1998, 2004) while simultaneously speculating (Schubert, 1991) and theorizing the memoir. As a Black woman, I draw upon both womanist and Black feminist theoretical traditions--Africana-melanated womanism (Hudson-Weems, 1997, 2001, 2020, 2022), ecowomanism (Harris, 2016, 2017, 2020, 2023), and endarkened feminist epistemology (Dillard, 2000, 2006, 2012, 2022) to frame the Black autobiographical lens (Braxton, 1989) for which to view my lived experiences throughout this inquiry. To further explore the pursuit of happiness in life and education, I include value-creating approaches to knowledge, society, and power connected to the ideas of Tsunesaburō Makiguchi, Josei Toda, and Daisaku Ikeda. I draw from published peace proposals, essays, poems, and conversations on education by Daisaku Ikeda (1992, 1994, 1995,1999, 2000, 2001, 2010a, 2013, 2016, 2017a, 2017b, 2022), journals past and present from scholars in the field (Gebert & Joffee, 2007; Gebert & Goulah, 2009; Inukai, 2013; Inukai & Goulah, 2018; Goulah, 2021a, 2021b, 2024), and books on the educational philosophies of Tsunesaburō Makiguchi as translated into English by Dayle M. Bethel (1973, 1989, 2002) including a note on authoritative scholarship in the field. I critically question what knowledge is of most worth (Schubert, 2009, 2013) in life and education at the intersection of race, sex, and gender while considering the impact of formal, informal, and hidden curriculum as a Black queer woman. Through the act of composing a Black speculative memoir as methodology, I creatively resist all forms of oppression and aim to transgress traditional qualitative research methods. This research adds to the limited body of existing literature produced by scholars who identify as Black queer women advocating for social justice curriculum as an active process of living as learning in a world of “increasing complexity, uncertainty, and fragility” (He, 2021a, p. 639). Eight speculative wonderings have emerged from my dissertation inquiry.

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